chromaticalyodd

here it goes again

Tue, 30 Sep 2008 12:48:21 GMT

In an attempt to cheer myself up I'm going to jot down the positive things that have been going on for me lately. First off, seeing cake was awesome, staying with Dustin and Michele was fun, seeing Erin and going to Wegman's was neat, hanging out with Paul and Jon was nice, going on an actual road trip with Katie was neat, Cameren provides me with someone to vent to at any hour, Ben made me tea last night because I wasn't feeling well, that was very sweet of him, and I got new mucklucks, and thats about all I can think of at the moment.

it's been a while

Wed, 11 Jun 2008 19:57:04 GMT

I've become a Tumblr addict (sorry LJ). But I suppose I can jot down a few things here as well. Today has sucked, majorly. I went to take my road test today and when that bitch lady got in my car my dad accidentally grabbed the photo copy of my 5 hour course certificate instead of the original and she wouldn't let me take it (bitch bitch bitch) so now I have to wait another month, oh well. Oh I went to the eye doctors yesturday and I have to get eye surgery, in like 3 weeks I think, but it's the first step towards no more glasses.Yay! Hopefully I'll be able to get laser surgery (the last step) by the end of August. Now I have to get ready to ride my bike over to work. Peace!

I should be reading for class...

Tue, 15 Apr 2008 13:44:05 GMT

Gahhh I'm going through another weird ass funk, I'm not sure if it's because I've been injected with 3 months worth of hormones, or if something is actually bothering me. Theres a whole bunch of good and annoying, on the good side, I got rats. Two boy rats named Pillow Pants junior junior and Listerfiend, I adopted them from school, I am also planting a garden, Olivia is home on break, and have 2 purple dreads. On the annoying side the weather needs to decide what it wants to do and if it doesn't chose summer I'll kick it's ass, I still have 2 weeks of work left, my room is always a mess, I'm having a creativity brain fart, I want a freaking apartment, I want to get my botany grade up, I want my boyfriend to say cute things about me, AND I WANT SOME EXCITEMENT.

this isn't fun anymore

Sat, 22 Dec 2007 02:52:00 GMT

change is inevitable, and scary as fuck.
I'm nervous, I have no idea what I'm getting myself into
I'm just really glad I'm not doing it alone.
after a bad fight with my mom he told me "you are wonderful, and you deserve everything."
I'm trying as hard as I can to believe him.

Mon, 17 Dec 2007 22:08:17 GMT

wow, it's been forever since I've been on here.
I haven't posted anything at all for my first semester of colleg, It's kind of ironic that I'm posting one on my last night here.
I'm going home tomorrow.
I can't wait, at all, I just want to be home and be with Ben.
This semester has been short, long, crazy, boring.
The begining was fun, lots of parties, new places, new faces.
Then it never changed after that, there was too much drama also.
No regrets though, I don't regret going here and I don't regret going home either.
I want my apartment to be finished, Ben told me that I could stay there until the apartment was finished but I don't want to feel like I'm invading. I always kind of told myself that I'm too self sufficient for that.
well back to studying and cd making.
tomorrow is going to be the best <3

Sun, 08 Jul 2007 12:41:21 GMT

i've been in such a funk lately, i'm happy but unbelievably stressed. i got to see erich yesturday, it was a lot of fun, we just hung out, adventured his town and watched movies until morning, then got up and adventured more with tim and rita. i really like my job too, i mean how many people can say that they get snack time at there job? i'm really pissed with my mom though for lecturing me about finances but when i call to work stuff out and come over to figure out a plan she wont even answer the phone, fucking mature.

god dammit.

i really hope i can go swimming with livvi today.

Thu, 07 Jun 2007 01:28:44 GMT

so today was super awesome,
olivia, kash and i escaped school and had an oneonta adventure
i found out that my ear isn't going to fall off
we smoked cloves and blasted music
erich and i talked about him coming to visit me soon
i really hope it works out
i can't wait.
4 more days.

i quit

Sun, 03 Jun 2007 14:58:26 GMT

so apparently nothing is suppossed to work out for me this year.
i wish i could just go back a few months
i got kicked out of my mom's
now my dad and i are fighting
i can't deal with parents
i know it sounds whiney and bratty and immature
but i'm trying to be realistic
and i had to give my boss two week
and still maintain a little optimism
thank god for my friends
yesturday someone told me that i was the most honest person they had ever met
some one else said that i wear my heart on my sleeve
it made my day.
i'm seeing my mom today
we're getting coffee
i'm so nervous.

Mon, 28 May 2007 05:46:06 GMT

i'm excited for tomorrow,
adventures with olivia and bobby.
i'm getting my nose pierced (origional, i know)
this weekend has been the most complicated thing ever.
getting kicked out sucks,
thanks for helping me out kash
<3

Mon, 14 May 2007 02:52:12 GMT

first livejournal entry, aren't i cool.
my ear hurts.
i saw katie today, and probably had the best church experience ever today.
we read the book "WHO WOULD YOU DO? the unauthorized celebrity sex game"
it was hystarical.
i just started listening to a band called "of Montreal" thanks katie
this is probably the shitiest blog ever.
goodnight.